Bored Out of One's Mind

Yoko sat at a bench at the park which she THOUGHT was empty except for her. She was playing songs on her guitar and singing. She felt lonely but she kept going with her songs even though she was sad

*hears the song and sings the words with yoko*

Yoko heard Ally singing along with her but she continued singing.

*keeps time with the muisc by taping the brach she was sitting on*

The song soon came to an end and Yoko paused to think of another song to play. She then began playing another song.

Niji iro no tsubasa hirogete oozora ni habataita
Kanashimi o norikoeyou to suru tabi ni anata wa yuuki o kureru

Kotoba yori taisetsu na omoi ga
Nichijou to gensou no hazama de yure ugoiteru

RIZE toki hanatsu mune ni himeta kagayaki o
Tada massugu ano aoizora o mezashite

Niji iro tsubasa hirogete oozora ni habaitaita
Kanashimi o norikoeyou to suru tabi ni anata wa yuuki o kureru

Mitsuke dashita kotae ga hikari no uzu ni tsutsumete
Ugoki dashita omoi ima wa chikara ni kaete

English Translation:

I spread rainbow-hued wings and ascend to the heavens
Whenever I recover from sadness, you give me courage

My most important feelings are born from your words
The gap between reality and fantasy is trembling...

Rise! My released heart
Sends the radiance it contained towards the blue sky

I spread rainbow-hued wings and ascend to the heavens
Whenever I recover from sadness, you give me courage

The answer I discovered is enveloped within a vortex of light
My newly awakened emotions have become my strength

is lost in the beauty of the song*

When the song came to an end, she had to pause to think of another song.

("Ash Like Snow") (words in blue are the english translation)

sora akaku someru kokutan no yami
nomikomareta hoshikuzu-tachi
hakanaku furitsumoru hai no yuki


The sky is dyed red by the ebony darkness,
And the distant stardust swallowed up,
In this transient moment as the snowing ashes fall.


mitsumeta nageki no mado
I never dreamed
kooritsuku
there... I come for you


I watched it through the window of grief.
I never dreamed
I stand frozen.
there... I come for you.


omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
kono sekai ga katachi wo kaeru tabi ni
mamoritai mono wo
kowashite shimatteitan da


My hopes were alone in the desolate night sky,
They soared high until they were crushed.
Each time the world changes shape,
The things I want to protect,
I end up breaking them.


kokoro ni hishimeku haitoku no yami
kimi no koe ga masui no youni
tsumetaku kankaku wo ubatteku


Oh, the sinful darkness tugging at my heartstrings,
Your voice is like anaesthesia,
Coldly, it robs me of my senses.


mujun wo oikakete mo
owaranai
naze boku wa tatakau no?


No matter how we pursue our differences,
It never ends.
Why do I have to fight?


tatoeba hikari ga kieusete
kono hoshi ga ochite mo
wasurenai yo
sono chiisana negai ga
aru beki basho eto michibiku


Even if the light is extinguished,
Even if this earth disintegrates,
I won't ever forget:
That tiny wish,
It will guide us to our ideal place.


there I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow
is falling down from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear...
why I have to fight?


kono omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
yami wo hiraku eikou to hikikae ni
mamoru beki mono wo ushinatte kita
(It's falling from your sky)
munashisugiru
(Baby I come for you)


My hopes were alone in the desolate night sky,
They soared high until they were crushed.
In exchange for glory that triumphs over darkness,
I have given up many things I sought to protect.
(It's falling from your sky)
This is too futile.
(Baby I come for you)


kudakechitta kakera ni kizutsuku tabi
tozasareta boku no kokoro wa
tsuyoku naru koto wo erande
koko made kitan da


Every time the scattered broken pieces cut me,
Deep down in my closed heart,
I choose to grow stronger.
And I came this far.

*is mezmerised by how true the song is for her*

The song came to an end.

*is in such a daze she falls out of the tree*

She played another song after glancing at Ally.
("Sweet Sacrifice")

It's true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that I'm unchained.

Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me. Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

One day I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.

Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.

(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase the silence,
Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)

Do you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

*just sits there litening*

("Tourniquet")

I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

.....................

("Boukoku Kakusei Catharsis)

nageki na kabe wa tsumi agerarete
oroka na kami wa tatematsurareru

ikiru wa dokuhai kiyuu no kurushimi wo
nomi hosu sube wo dare ga sazukeyou
taiyou ni sumu to iu kenja no washi
wahaki dake ga kodama suru

kono futatsu no me ni yadotta
yami to hikari sono docchi de
boku wa ashita wo
mitsumeru beki nano darou

kawaki kitta gareki no machi
ten to sen wo tsunagi awase
imi nado nai goto bakari
afurete yuku

hono no gotoki kodoku
daku karada shizumete wa
ankyo e to shitatatteku shizuku

kakageru dokuhai kono sei wa michitemo
kogareru shi no yume wa nagaretsuku
toride ni kui komu tsume kokou no washi
wahaki dake maiagaru

ano soukyuu ni takkei ni shite kure tamae
ten to chi ga masubu basho ni boku wa tatsu

kajitsu no you na kiokutachi wa
kakare tadare nuke karadake
ano hi no tamashi wa
doko e itta no darou

tsumetai hada yosete furete
mune no kizu to kizu wo awase
futatabi tadoru beki chizu
kokoni kizamu

sekai wa mienu tsubasa
sono kage ni kakusareta
junpaku no hitoha itomeyo

ikiru wa shuuhai kuchi utsushi no keraku
kawaku warai mo iki mo tae tae ni
maguwai au nagusami no tenohira ni
munashisa dake ga fukurande

aa gyokusai to utsukushiku chiri yukuranaba
koukotsu no saki ni wa mada kimi ga iru

nageki na kabe wa tsuki kuzusarete
oroka na tami wa minagorosareru

ikiru wa dokuhai aisuru kanashimi wo
nomi hosu sube wo dare ga sazuke you
gekkani nemuru to iu shizuka no washi
naki koe dake mai orite

kakageru shuuhai waga sei wa michitemo
hakanai shi no yuugi wa hatemo naku
toride ni kui komu tsume kokou no washi
wahaki dake ga maiagaru

ano soukyuu ni takkei ni shite kure tamae
tsumi to batsu wo umu toki wo boku wa miru

*sighs but is locked in the song*

The song came to an end. Yoko put her guitar down and sighed. "And thus the performance ends for today," she said. She looked at Ally.

*looks dazed*

"You okay?"

yah..........

Yoko put her guitar in its case and then got up and stretched.

*just sits there*

Yoko picked up the case and then started walking somewhere.

*yets up then starts singing a song called breathe

Yoko paused and listened until the song ended.